Over all oso over

I think this is the second time i been got this kind of feeling....why god wanna treat me like this?i really cant stand anymore....every thing now is going over and no hope for it......now my feeling really like from 100th floor fall down to the groud floor....haiz why i be so crazy??why this kind of thing will happen with me???why choose me??should i get off?or hidding?or i have to face for it?Anyone can tell me about this??