suddenly feel lose

hmm dun know why i got this kind of feeling that i feel lose????haiz izzit maybe still got 2 month getting end of this year???maybe getting old?? this begining year 2008 jan..i got plan for this year do what..but seen like noting can success..haiz...i waster alot of time....maybe this i feel lose...hmm actually this year oso my bad luck ...that y....haiz